well, that was just as horrible an experience the second time around. monika has a bit of a faraway look after the memory ends, silently frowning for a moment, before she sighs.]
... Yeah, that's what I meant. You don't have to feel sorry for me or anything. It's just what it is.
Then if you can, I'll make sure to show you around.
[ as for that... ]
...I don't know yet. The reapers said we could choose when we go back, so that's something - I won't have to go right back to Hana pointing a gun at me, or anything. But I guess it means I'll have to figure out a way to stop her, and I don't know how to do that.
... It's too bad our psychs probably won't work outside of the UG. But with enough buffer time, isn't there a way you could alert security or something? Take the element of surprise away from her.
...But yeah. That's the only thing I could think of, but the problem is explaining how I know. It's not a small thing, to say someone's planning to try to kill you, or that they're with Adonis. And I can't tell them that it already happened, or they'll just think I'm crazy.
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So that's what you meant before. [ how do you respond to this? to someone erasing themselves like this? ] God, Monika, I'm sorry.
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well, that was just as horrible an experience the second time around. monika has a bit of a faraway look after the memory ends, silently frowning for a moment, before she sighs.]
... Yeah, that's what I meant. You don't have to feel sorry for me or anything. It's just what it is.
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Did you ever get an answer from the reapers? About whether you could go somewhere else.
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I asked Ruby that one time. But she was so baffled by the stuff I told her that I just... didn't get an answer. So I don't know.
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[ choosing not to be pessimistic about that, for once. ]
It's pretty normal there, and it's got a little bit of everything. There's no way you wouldn't find somewhere you like.
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I think I'd really, really like that, Kazuki.
[a beat.]
Are... you going to be okay, though? Going back to all of that?
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[ as for that... ]
...I don't know yet. The reapers said we could choose when we go back, so that's something - I won't have to go right back to Hana pointing a gun at me, or anything. But I guess it means I'll have to figure out a way to stop her, and I don't know how to do that.
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...But yeah. That's the only thing I could think of, but the problem is explaining how I know. It's not a small thing, to say someone's planning to try to kill you, or that they're with Adonis. And I can't tell them that it already happened, or they'll just think I'm crazy.