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MONIKA FOR THE LOVE OF GOD ([personal profile] rewriter) wrote2023-06-14 11:15 pm
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catch-all: fei du.

i need to think of a meme...
metacognition: fei du also feels acceptance. (48.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-17 11:59 am (UTC)(link)
No - Wenzhou said he did a thorough canvas and didn't see anything, either. Then again, with evidence disappearing from places, there's no guarantee.

[ what a thought, though. ]

... I wonder if the doors unlocked. I guess we'll have to find out tomorrow.
metacognition: fei du is survivor hero. (49.)

week 0 saturday

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-18 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ whew what a trial

after all of that, fei du can be found in the ikea. he's sitting in a chair tucked away a bit, a green jacket slung around his shoulders, and most importantly, there's soft music playing from his phone that's sitting on his lap.

his eyes are closed, but, at least it doesn't look like he's asleep or anything! ]
metacognition: fei du ready for round two. (16.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-18 05:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ you raise me uuupp....

when monika addresses him, fei du's eyes flutter open - he refocuses a little slowly, but when he sees her, gives her a smile and pauses the music. ]


Oh, Monika. No - I could definitely use some company. Would you like to sit?

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metacognition: being fei du shouldn't be a crime. (134)

week 1, monday!

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-19 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ fei du is here looking at the food trucks. there are... so many of them, and so many varieties of food. everything smells very fried.

when he spots monika, he smiles at her, even if it's a little bemused. ]
Monika. Think you can help me out?
metacognition: fei du woke up like this but why. (42.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-21 11:54 am (UTC)(link)
The truth is, I've only ever eaten street food once.

[ only once in his entire goddamn life ] Well... twice, I guess, counting this morning, but that wasn't a pleasant experience. I'm trying to decide if there's somewhere good to start. Do you have any recommendations?

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metacognition: respect. keep it real. (162)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-01 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
... Yes.

[ he gives her a little bit of a smile, but it's not a smile, really - fei du looks very pale, but at least he's not throwing up his guts? it's a win ]

Buzen himself. [ ... ] I've seen too many corpses in the past few days.

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metacognition: fei du is survivor hero. (49.)

w2, sunday

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-02 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ boy howdy we've had a week huh

anyway fei du is outside of the house, but it's because he is just

throwing up his entire guts into the bushes, looking like he's three seconds from keeling over. when he straightens up, he's miserably pale and breathing heavily, emotions a disgusting mess of utter nausea and despair.

hey ]
metacognition: fei du sees many code violations. (44.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-02 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he looks up - it looks like fei du hadn't even realized monika was here. his emotions go scattershot, and breathless, he manages a - ]

...Monika. [ and then exhales in a whoosh of air, as he slowly leans back. for once, he doesn't try to smile, and the attempt at smothering his own emotions fails. he is also a rancid black hole.

... he gives a little shake of his head, eventually. ]
...No - no, unless it's particularly good at therapy. [ its like, the darkest joke you could possibly make, in the way that sometimes you just have to make jokes to cope with the absolute fucking nightmare that has been the past four days. ]

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metacognition: fei du feels shame. in the membrane. (128)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-05 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ help ]

They sure did, didn't they...? I hope the steak was good.

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metacognition: fei du will steal the show. as usual (121)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-11 12:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ GOD

well, before he can even answer that question, there's a tiny quack noise. fei du glances into his suit pocket, and out of it pops the head of a very tiny blue duck, who quacks again.

he looks at monika. ]


...I'm glad it wasn't just me.

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[personal profile] metacognition 2023-08-01 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's just his voice, for the moment! ]

Don't focus too hard. I'm going to change.

[ no peeking. but also he's in a maid dress and this sure is a conversation they need to have ]

I'd like to hear what you have to say before anything.

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