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MONIKA FOR THE LOVE OF GOD ([personal profile] rewriter) wrote2023-06-10 09:06 pm
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westedge: (I watch them move under my feet)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-07-28 04:17 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, but it's better than somebody else if I at least know what to expect don't you think?

[ even if he is a little wary, thinking about it. ]
westedge: (Or you'll miss me when I'm gone)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-07-30 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Um...maybe? We were completely submerged when we were in the bulb, and Mizuki and I teleported ourselves and Nahri out. But that depends if you can see where you're going so I guess I would have to see the outside of the hole in the ice.
westedge: (Everybody wants to rule the--)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-07-30 06:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. That's how we woke up was in this glass case--the bulb--full of liquid. It was weird, but since it was easy to see the ground we were able to get back out. [ me forever wondering what we would have done if we didn't have drift honestly. ] Ice is trickier because thick ice isn't always clear. But with small openings...you'd think you'd be able to.

[ i'm also so mad all over again WHY THE ICE. jonas does not know this yet, but he will remember this later. ]

Mizuki's pretty good at it, but if you ever want to try some stuff I know a couple of experts. [ a joke. tbd really has just coasted with drift this whole game. ] But it just means you've gotten really good with your healing hasn't it?
westedge: (Everybody wants to rule the world)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-07-31 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
It's about the only thing we got to keep. All of our stuff disappeared as soon as we got there, so how the psychs worked I'm still not totally sure. [ he should have eaten shit, i rolled so well in this cyoa and it means all of my rolls since have been so bad. ]

It's an unfortunate thing, but...I dunno. Trying to see the good in the bad, you know? What else can we do now?
westedge: (I watch them move under my feet)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-07-31 05:25 pm (UTC)(link)
So here we are. [ he gets it. ] It's...hard to keep our spirits up or whatever, but somebody has to do it. You know? Especially if our other friends can still see us.
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[personal profile] westedge 2023-07-31 06:13 pm (UTC)(link)
That part I'm less sure of. [ because i think this is before our letter-drops from monday so he doesn't know yet. ] Probably enough to have an idea of what's going on so they can try to help on that side of things. But what that means...I'm lost.
westedge: (I'm gonna prove them wrong)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-07-31 06:30 pm (UTC)(link)
With how bizarre the contents are, we probably can't know the truth yet. Which. You know. That sucks when we have no idea what we should be doing besides...act normal. [ and wait for more people to die. ]
westedge: (All these things I've seen and done)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-08-01 09:15 am (UTC)(link)
Nope. Usually Alex drags me out first thing Monday to explore but that only fills a few hours. It's figuring out what to do with the rest of the time that's harder.
westedge: (Like I'm born to run)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-08-01 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I haven't even gone back to the VR place since we first got it. [ hard to make VR work when your depression brain can't think of places to generate. and then, tentatively: ] It feels...almost like we're on a loop. Every week things restart. We have a new location, but the pattern is always the same. Monday we get a new district, we fill our time doing different things, Wednesday is a mission, Thursday is the curfew lockdown, Friday is investigation, Saturday is trial, Sunday is Erasure. And no matter how those things go over the course of the week, without fail, we start over again on Monday.

Like we don't really have a choice sometimes.
westedge: (These feelings I feel inside)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-08-02 08:08 pm (UTC)(link)
--why didn't we think of that? [ holy shit that's so smart. his face pretty much says "holy shit that's so smart", and while he doesn't mean to he does reply to her thoughts with and i wish you didn't have to feel that way either. ]

Haru and I talked about this, too. We never have time to really decompress and even really deal with losing all of these people so how do they expect us to be at our peak performance? It's just another way the game can take people out.