[ he will let that first part drop but SIGHS HEAVILY. one of those big teenager sighs that's like "i don't care THAT much but i want to be dramatic." ]
For the record, I am curious, but like... It'sโkind of a big deal? To like someone. You should at least tell them, if you get a chance. Even if you don't tell me.
I just... don't want to ruin things again. [sometimes you have One (1) messy break up and it fucks you up.] What if I say something and make things so awkward that they start avoiding me? Or worse, it changes everything and they don't even want me to go home with them anymore? I don't think I could stand that.
Wellโa couple of things. Like, were you planning to go home with them after this? Because otherwise the 'things getting weird' and 'avoiding you' parts are really already not a problem.
But, I dunno. Things can go through awkward patches and then still turn out fine. Whether you end up together or just stay friends. Wouldn't it kind of... really suck to not even get to find out if things could be good?
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Especially if you're against me turning around and tattling on other people's crushes.
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This is why I don't tell you things anymore.
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I just... don't want to ruin things again. [sometimes you have One (1) messy break up and it fucks you up.] What if I say something and make things so awkward that they start avoiding me? Or worse, it changes everything and they don't even want me to go home with them anymore? I don't think I could stand that.
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But, I dunno. Things can go through awkward patches and then still turn out fine. Whether you end up together or just stay friends. Wouldn't it kind of... really suck to not even get to find out if things could be good?
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eughhhhhhh]
I'll... think about it, I guess. [...] Have you ever confessed your feelings to someone? Like, before the Reaper's game.
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