[ jonas hears this description and truly is just like "wow what's it like to be refined and smart", but he can at least like. acknowledge the rest. ]

I can see where you picked up the similarities then. [ hah. ] To be honest with you, I don't know if it'd bother me as much a few years ago as it does now. But there's something about being put on the spot and knowing you have to entertain people enough for them to like you that's probably more nervewracking than most things. Like...I don't know, having to think if people decide you're worth paying attention to or not.